this moody, depressing feelings have been egging me lately. i really hate these feelings but am not able to shake it off. quite frustrating really.

so much things has been playing in this head of mind. the most common thing that keeps poping up is work. not just any work but to work overseas. to beak out from comfort zone. to work in a different, exciting, foreign surroundings. sounds thrilling no? however, reality check! i need to get a degree before i can make this dream into a reality. so, yeah my concern as of now is to get a d.e.g.r.e.e. hopefully finance will no longer be an issue in the not-too-distant future. it'll def sucks if theres still hiccup here and there and i'll need to postpone my dream even further.

Target goal: 5 yrs