3 years...exactly 3 years ago...i never thought i would lose a person whom matter to me most. 3 years ago, 6th December 2005...i never thought i would lose someone who's been in my life throughout my 19 yrs of life...3 years ago...i have never ever thought that i would lose my father at such a young age. It's been 3 years...and yet i still miss him. The man who pampered me endlessly, who showered me with endless love, who got me everything i ever wanted, passed away peacefully while in a coma state. I wasnt there when he leave us. Sadly, i was in school. I miss him. I really miss him.

And yet now..exactly a week ago, 17th December 2008..my dearest, closest aunt passed away. Another huge blow. Tears did not fall till i saw my mum crying uncontrollably. I feel her pain and her lost. She's lost her close friend..my dad's sister 10 years ago...3 years ago she lost her husband..and now she's lost her older sister...her bestest friend. Only God knows how i felt that day, seeing my mum shed tears of sorrow. No one likes losing their love ones. But we have to accept fate. This is the circle of life. People will die someday and leave their love ones behinds. However sadness will linger..like now. Sadness hungs heavy in the air. I miss her. We all miss her. She will never fade in our memory.

Al-fatihah kepada Hajah Maimunah Bte Kassim.
Al-fatihah kepada Haji Mohamad Bin Haji Mohd Zin.
Semoga roh mereka dicucuri Allah SWT. Amin.