disappointed..sad..numb..imagine having all those feelings at the same time.

disappointed. wif who? someone close to you. whom u know for a long time. y? coz he/she let u down. u expect them to be this way but as it turn out, they're different then who u think they are.

sad. y? coz one of ur family member are sick. just seeing them being sick and ill makes ur heart sore..it makes u depress not being able to help them. but i guess all u can do is pray. pray everyday that this person will get better. never give up hope.

numb. y numb? well wen u're feeling damn tired and ur brain cud not function plus u receive bad news that u did not ecxpect..well basically ur whole emotions and feelings grew cold and numb. u feel nothing. neither sad nor angry. ur like a walking zombie/robot. u cant let the tears of frustration out from ur eyes..it's frozen..refuse to fall..

wtf! this conclude tonite's entry. gdnite folks.